Found But Never Lost

Like a lost pearl in the sea
it's lost
But for home, it's always close by

I see knowledge nobody else does
When I'm up, realizing knowledge can't be seen
It's being studied, yes
While I dump books that everybody needs
Losing control of my minds and my hands
I'm being set up, who knows

It's cotton white and it's smooth silk
But I see it raw and I turn it into a mess with chalk
instead of maybe breaking some bricks
I drop an ink to the whitest, purest of milk
As I was never born genius Einstein nor strong Hulk
I keep myself hiding in the crowdest crowd

I think I am probably found
But so as ye know
I was even never lost
I was and am just
Never meant to live within